
365/365
To have reached day 365 feels like my birthday, New Year's Eve and graduation day, all rolled into one! Indulge me for a moment, while I consider what it all means...
A year ago, I started this Project 365 with two goals. The first was simple -- to learn how to use my camera. Get out of "auto" mode, know what all the buttons & dials do, understand more about composition and how to make a nice photo. The second goal was more complex. I thought this project could help me get past my daily grind, and find myself again. It was a tall order for 365 photos, but that was my hope.
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One year later, I have to say that this project far exceeded my expectations on all counts! No longer do I fear the buttons, blinking lights, and clicking dials on my camera. I toggle blithely through the menus, adjusting exposure, flash, file formats and reading histograms. I understand ISO, DOF, HDR, Av, Tv, M, RAW and jpeg, among other acronyms. I engage (mostly lurk) in online photography forums, subscribe to several photography blogs, and know a decisive moment when I see one (well, at least my hindsight is 20/20).
Besides my newfound mastery of my gear, I have found other encouraging signs that my skills are improving. Whether its your comments, seeing my work hung up in the coffee shop downtown, competing in photo contests or earning money with my photography, each time something like that happens, I get a little thrill.
I thought the "finding myself" part would come from simply re-connecting to a pastime I used to enjoy, in a former life. But it is so much better than that. When I know that an image I created moves someone else, it is an affirmation like no other. And that is so powerful because, now, instead of simply recording a moment of joy or beauty or triumph... that image is a triumph in itself.
I'm not sure what comes next. My intention when I began a year ago was to be open to any opportunities to learn and grow that might crop up along the way. That approach has been working for me so far, and I'm going to stick with it. But first I'm going to allow myself a short break. I'm still not sure when the next phase will start, but check back soon!
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